give me one reason to not just give up on life and end it

4 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:29

>>2
I can barely fucking jack to porn anymore. I don't care about it, I rarely get any pleasure from it, I just do it now to release pressure. It's not that fun.

>>3
I've grown to hate everyone and their hedonistic lifestyles. I absolutely abhor society because I feel like I don't fit in with it, and when I do try to fit in with it I feel incredibly uncomfortable and just want to go back to being isolated.

Jobs are torture, absolute fucking torture. Especially for a person like me whos brain is fucked from dopamine seeking activities which makes me really lazy.

5 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:32

>>3
What do you do for work now? I'm unemployed I was laid off. Now that I don't work I can easily go a week without leaving the house :/ before the only people I saw were coworkers but it was better than nothing

6 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:34

>>4
Have you tried marijuana?

7 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:41

>>5
nothing.

>>6
no. i told you im not up for being some hedonist who lives only for pleasure

8 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:42

You think you got it bed, my wife hasn't wanted to have sex as often as we used to. Today I was at work and we were texting back and forth and planned on fucking when I got home. When I got home she was taking a nap...wtf /lounge/?! and plus she no longer gives me BJ's, please kill me now!

9 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:45

be me too
25 y/o
live quietly on my own ever since I graduated CLC
start to develop intense anger issue out of nowhere
have actual meltdowns as soon as I know I'm alone
never had so much as a temper tantrum as a kid
now it's to the point that I feel almost homicidal/harmful every time I have a meltdown
my only way to even satiate this rage is to eat at least six packs of king sized reese's cups

10 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:49

>>1,4,7
Liberals are constantly shoving against traditional roles in society. They hate ideas like capitalism, because an investment banker can make three times a professor's salary in a day. Their egos don't cope with that well.
They are irrational because they participate in the "long march" through the institutions with a goal of corrupting people with retarded concepts such as the examples bill nye has recently supported.
You want a reason to live these people have made your life hell, by cutting males out of the loop, cut off from life, take your anger out on them.

11 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 01:56

I just really don't want to sit on welfare for the rest of my life. I'm 27 and I'm afraid this is it. That I'll just sit on welfare and be a huge burden on society.

Maybe I should just accept that and be happy to suck everyone's taxes away??

12 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:04

>>11
be happy you live in a country that actually has welfare. if it really bothers you, do some volunteering.

what's wrong with self employment?

13 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:07

>>1
You're not dead yet are you op? There is still ten more episodes of Doctor Who left.

14 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:09

>>13

Pearl Mackie
https://i.imgur.com/qXcbBjd.jpg

15 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:14

>>4
I've upped the excitement of masturbation by using a belt. You should try it.
>>14
Fuck now this has turned me right off.

16 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:16

Would BBB shotgun ammunition do me in? I'm aiming for the back of my head through the roof of my mouth, the barrel of the gun in my mouth.

Would I need to use 00 shotgun rounds in order to guarantee I'm not just going to become disabled, and not dead?

17 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:18

>>16
just buck shot or a slug and pull the trigger you'll be dead before your brain registers anything

18 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:21

Why not spend the extra few bucks to make it as certain as you can? Not like you'll miss the money when you're gone.

19 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:24

>>1
Don't kill yourself, m8

20 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:26

>>16
This is something you want done right the first time

20 guage or 12 guage

Buckshot or slug

Aim for the brain stem

21 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:37

>>16
Slug, aim for the spot where the spine hits the skull. Oh, and put down a damn towel.

22 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:44

>>8
I'm in a very similar position. Except i'm not married to the cunt. We have a daughter together tho. I barely get laid anymore. Maybe once a month if i'm lucky. she stopped blowing me all together. Shes on all sorts of antidepressants and medications. Don't know if that's the cause. But I did find out recently that she has been doing heroin behind my back, that's cool.

23 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:48

Should I divorce my wife?

Not getting sex regularly, paying all the bills, if I want the place clean, gotta do it myself, do half the cooking, or have to buy food, and having to do my own laundry too now.

Didn't start out this way, she used to cook, clean, give me back rubs, and sex regularly. Getting pissed that I feel like a sugar daddy right now with no benefits.

24 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:51

>>23
>>22
Or you know.. talk to her about it?

25 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:53

tfw I'll never have a person who's happy to see me
Tfw there won't be someone waiting for me at home
Tfw my future is a bleak haze of loneliness and depression

I really want to off myself some days /lounge/, but the only thing stopping that is that I'm my dad's only son, and my death means he will be alone.

What is the purpose of life? I feel like I have no future some days. That I'll just be a lonely man at his desk, browsing through the endless threads, while everyone else has friends, spouses, families, and so much more.

26 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:55

>>23
Depends.

You got kids? Is she the love of your life? Does she contribute in any way that you haven't mentioned?
Is she letting herself go? Is she becoming an insufferable cunt (bitch). What do you look like? How old are you both? Are you making good money? These are all things that come into play.

27 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 02:58

>>23
Congradulations my friend, you have achieved the location known as "Post-Honeymoon Phase". This phase is when life is no longer about the attempts to procreate in the hopes of making more of your genetic kind.

No, this phase is about learning to respect yourself and your partner, and this involves slowing down, on most things. You will find life to become tedious, things to annoy you easily, and that love is hard to get sometimes cause "the mood" is never around.

Cure: Sit down and tell her how it is and that you need to do something, or don't and simply decide to cheat/divorce and move on with your life. I usually pick the first of the two.

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28 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 03:15

>>26
Ohh wanted to add, that I know a guy who recently got a divorce for kind of the same reasons as you. Granted I actually feel a little bad about his wife, she did not see it coming.

Friends friends dad is in his early 50's.
Been married 20 some odd years
Wife gradually started doing less and less as he became the primary bread winner.
Kids graduated college
He still works alot, but he's earning 300k a year and is in good shape, full head of hair etc.
She's not fat but just generally does nothing all day, watches tv, gardens a bit
She apparently argues with him because she doesn't feel the need after all these years of raising the kids to do shit anymore
As mentioned before he's still a stud
Finds some 27 year old bimbo at his office who sucks his dick like a champ
Leaves his wife
She moves back in with her elderly mother
He keeps house, cars and bangs bimbo and her friends regularly.

It's not a love story, it's just the reality of his existence. He was fed up wasting time and energy. Weight your options.

29 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 03:28

>>1
You gotta get calm. We're all fucked from college debt so don't worry too much about that. Meds don't fix us, for me I think they made it worse (10 years medicated bipolar, 3 years clean now and ONLY smoke weed for treatment.) Read camus "myth of sisyphus and other essays", also Eckhart Tolle "new Earth" has great tips for figuring out how to live. You got this don't blow your brains out. Life is shit but equally awesome if you can figure out how to see it all better/to your advantage.

30 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 03:39

>>1
I've been like this for years and years. Eventually, you just learn to live with it. Feelings are fact. They pass and change.

31 Name: op : 2017-04-27 04:26

the jews have done me in i think. i've been fucked since day one.

you know what I want? i want a nice traditional wife, who bakes me a nice meal when i come home from work, and for my kid to run up to me and tell me about his day in school. and to finish it all off, i go put my feet up, relax, maybe build somethin in my garage like how i used to do and go to bed.

you wanna fuckin know somethin? wanna know somethin cruel? it'll never fuckin happen. women are too liberal leaning and have a burning desire for independence because its all thats been pushed in their fuckin brains for their entire lives. the education system will ruin my fuckin kid because its so broken, theyve taken everything that i hold dear away, god, a nuclear family, and conservatie values. i cant even have that. and me? building something? having a hobby? NOPE OUT THE FUCKING WINDOW because my job is gonna duck the life outta me and take 90% of my time away because the market comes progressively fucking harder on its workers because of our shitty workers laws and competition eith other countries who have literal fucking slave labor.

i dont want to be a millionare, i dont want women, i dont want drugs, i just want to be happy with my family. thats all i ask for bur i cant, i fucking cant

32 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 04:55

>>31
Haven't you ever watched a movie? They'll question the FBI agents' manhood with witty one-liners and then continue to work the case even though the FBI tells them not to. Then, using their superior street smarts and intellectual reasoning they'll crack the case while the FBI is held back by needless bureaucracy. They will catch the bad guys and expose at least one FBI agent as a double agent all the while making the rest of the agents look like ineffectual fools. Afterwards they will high-five the female FBI agent and drink a lot at a party after, but lifes not like that really, it's just shit.

33 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 05:02

can you get dubs like me?

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34 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 21:50

>>1
Which is edgier, you or your box cutter? Don't be a bitch, either kill yourself or dont. I'd rather you stay alive, but not if you're gonna shit on your life by cutting yourself. Are you seriously 14?

35 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-27 22:04

>>31

There are about 4 billion women, dont fucking give up. Find a job that gives you free time and monetize that freetime doing something you like, or just spend it however the fuck it feels. Nowadays computers are cheap and even with a shitty job you can have a life plenty of online entertainment that will probably make you less aware of how shitty your life would be anyway

36 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-28 02:26

>>34
cutting myself? wtf is that pussy shit? no man if i went out i'd use a smith and wesson

37 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-28 03:47

I'm a 20 year old virgin. Theres this chubby bird I work with who i'm going to fuck tonight. She's a well known hoe but I dont care, i'm gonna fuck her as hard as I can. Also, fuck you craig. You're a fucking dick hole and i hope chris gets his gang brothers to kick your ass. You fucking lisp dyke piece of shit, fuck you.

38 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-28 05:08

>>1
You shouldn't commit an hero its not rewarding... But in reality existence is pointless so the only logical conclusion would be to hero when you feel like death is more comfortable than life.

39 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-28 09:10

How is there not a movement to get Beta males to be fucked, otherwise the women are femme-phobic. I'm sure if anyone can make this happen it's anon.

40 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-28 13:24

S>>36
Sure, life can be fun, but it's also incredibly fucked up. We alleviate this horrible sense of lack of purpose by creating more people to do the same.
I've done lots of lsd, and lost of other drugs, and it's all a cheap hack of unreliable hormonal and chemical incentives to eat, drink, and fuck. Life sucks, and I'll prove it mathematically.

41 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-28 19:05

fuck. wrote a shit ton. and this fucking system deleted it. fuck. fuck fuck.

OP is my twin. Thanks for helping me. It is great to know in this shit life I am not alone.

42 Name: ④ⓒⓣ™ : 2017-04-29 03:11

>>41

fuck. wrote a shit ton. and this fucking system deleted it. fuck. fuck fuck.

Any problems with the textboards can reported here https://support.4ct.org or via [email protected].

Since I've been getting lot's of reports about the boards returning errors (but unable to replicate), I will be looking into replacing the board software.

43 Name: OP : 2017-04-29 20:32

lads i don't know if its fucking faith, or god, or whatever it is, but i just started talking to this conservative woman whos everything i wanted, conservative, hates damn jews n' niggers, and is desperate to love a guy who is conservative

i dont know what to believe anymore

if this shit ends up badly in the next few days, it'll be the lowest point in my entire life and crushing me, if it goes well, it would probably the highest point in my life

sorry that this wasn't written very well i'm drunk

44 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-29 21:01

>>43
Don't use the "be an asshole" approach. Remain kind, but don't show too much kindness. Tbh you sound just like me with your description. I have gf and it did take a while to find the right one. Honestly just be assertive (not an asshole) but in today's age YOU have to put forth more effort than a woman. Make plans, take her out on a date, get to know them. If you get friend zoned and end up becoming good friends then don't be shy to ask her what to change up. Just be brutally honest. It's good to know what you're doing wrong.

Also, try to remain mysterious. Don't be an open book until time passes. My gf always tells me that sometimes I say too much.

45 Name: op : 2017-04-30 18:15

>>44

I opened her up like a cereal box. In 3 days she told me her entire lifes story for fucks sakes. I'm not a beta, I know how to be assertive in a relationship. Nut seriously, I have a sinking feeling in me that she just wants to be friends. If she does, man that will fucking sick dick and I'll be back to square 1, maybe even lower

46 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-30 20:34

Leider ist meine Explosion vor einigen Jahren in einem Freundinnenzug verstorben.

47 Name: Anonymous : 2017-04-30 23:55

>>45

very low self-esteem

Ah, therein lies the problem bucko. You see, it took a near death experience for me to realize that shit don't matter. Of course, the shovel might've just knocked something loose in there to cause that, but hey, at least I haven't shot a school up yet. Anyway, I guess what I'm asking is this: If you've reached the point of giving up, then there's nothing else to lose, right? You don't need self esteem to get laid. No, you just need chloroform, rope, and a sock.

48 Name: OP : 2017-05-01 00:32

>>47
i don't have very low self-esteem at all. its just that if she doesn't want a relationship it would prolly destroy me

49 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-02 01:19

>>48
I greatly appreciate your willingness to share.

50 Name: op : 2017-05-02 11:32

>>49

textboards are the reason i wake up in the morning, i think

im getting to know her. im gonna seal the deal in a few days.

51 Name: OP : 2017-05-02 18:53

i failed. its over. she ended up going for this brown lanklet guy and is now dating him. i failed you. i'm sorry. but i failed myself the most.

this is my lowest point of self esteem in my life. i am literally nothing.

52 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-02 19:34

>>51
Congratulations your now a fully fledged member of the cuckfinger legion.

53 Name: OP : 2017-05-02 22:17

>>52
dont bully me i want to talk to someone i need someone to hug me and tell me its gonna be okay like when i was 5

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54 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-03 00:40

>>53
See thats the problem faggot

55 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-03 07:55

>>53
A friend had his leg amputated from a work related industrial accident and you feel bad.

56 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-03 08:30

>>55
Oh-thats-bad-man.txt

57 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-03 08:40

It's definitely frustrating when you're the cuckfinger-ie, but my god is it satisfying when you'e the cuckfour-er.

58 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-03 09:41

As well as following the good advice above I would also suggest seeking real professional help.

59 Name: op : 2017-05-03 10:27

>>58

hating jews
conservative
national socialist

do these things make a person with professional help excited? no. shut up

60 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-03 15:38

>>59
yeah, that narrows it down :\

61 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-03 19:09

>>59
i dunno. it seems you already know your issues. so do something about it.

62 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-04 02:57

>>61

those arent issues my dude

63 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-04 09:48

>>62
So did you still got cucked or not? Maybe try hitting on some bitch at KFC.

64 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-04 10:45

Solid bamboozling going on here.

65 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-05 02:01

>>62
stopped reading there m8

66 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-06 01:49

We have reports of illegal dubs in the area. I'm gonna have to check your singles, sir.

67 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-08 01:23

>>1
don't do it. coming from someone who was on the edge before more than once. It's possible to get out of it.

68 Name: Anonymous : 2017-05-08 21:28

>>1
I really wish my friends would stop killing themselves.

This is getting fucking stupid.

We all joke anons but please don't kys.

You can't begin to understand the hell u create for your friends and family.

Gave him shit when his truck broke down and i had to tow him off the highway yesterday.

Jokes on me i guess...

Am good friends with his parents too.

Wtf do i do? Take flowers over to his mom or fuckoff and leave them alone?

No earthly idea wtf do do or say to his dad...

Anon seriously pack a bag and leave a note saying u need to start over and run away before you kys at the very least. Or make it look like an accident.

It is infinatly easier to handle if u dont have to blame yourself while chugging booze daily.