I'm on 40 mg citalopram, no gf, 27 years old, broke-ass graduate student, recovering alcoholic / xanax addict, reguLarly contemplate suicide.

that's why i don't buy guns, because I would probably kill myself on any given day. i used to be on two pills of 150mg of effexor XR, can't afford the 290$ a month now...

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except from the whole no gf thing I'm usually okay, but today some really shiity stuff happened.. First I got to know that a 100 dollar purchase I made in the net was lost in the shipment service. Then I got in a fight with my father that ended up with him saying that he'll just give me 1 month after I graduate to get a decent job in my area (geology), and then he will kick me out of the house. If that wasn't enough I got in a stupid argument with my best friend over a little game we're trying do develop.. Even though I was right, I was already feeling too bad because of my argument with my dad so I decided to swallow my dignity and apologise to my friend, but he simply ignored me. And now I just noticed that I don't have anyone to vent it all out. I know many of you guys have it way worse than me, but I don't know. Been long since I've felt so bad.

TL;DR: Got in a fight with both my father and my best friend in the same day. also lost 100 bucks.

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Get off /lounge/ for starters. Go do something productive. Think of other people, not yourself.
Stop using drugs. Was that so fucking hard to figure out? Dumbass...

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Just realize that the worst thing that could happen to you is you get rejected and move on. Dont take it personally, they're missing out. Go out, remember you're the shit, and be yourself. Go to 18+ places and just meet people, its the only way.

But if you arent a normie, then get a hooker/backpage escort and pay to get laid.