Hai /lounge/,

I have been reading a lot of suicide threads recently, this disturbs me greatly.

I have an answer for you if you think of going down that route, about a year ago, I decided to die. I had taken 100 diazepam and headed to the woods to die. I did it alone and thought I was in a field in Dublin, I took my guitar with me and didn't tell anyone. When you want to die, you don't do it in a blaze of glory, its not how you think.
You just want your removal.

I woke up in a hospital (I hadn't made it to the forest) and a friend visited and told me about Buckminster Fuller.

Have a read.

Anyway, I decided that as I had chose to take my life, I am now removed from the rat race. My life is not my own anymore, I now belong to the cosmos.

So I try to spend an hour or so a day telling young men that have tried that their life is no longer theirs, try to stop other young men getting to that stage.

It makes me feel validated.

Opinions?

Are you a wizard?