Alright it's day 2 cold turkey no morphine (200mg~ per day) and I am feeling terrified. Not really of anything just waves of pure terror keep 'woosh' ing around my body, I already vomited twice this morning, one from looking at a chicken leg and the other from a terror wave.

I was so terrified last night I just lay in my bed in the dark shit scared crying I could swear I was about to raped tortured strangled and murdered stabbed etc I thought there might be someone under the bed I was like delusionally terrified I just had to wet the bed because I was too afraid of the dark and what's under my bed, I honestly thought I would be killed. My vision is all fucked up I'm seeing shit move 'spirits' fucking heatwaves everywhere I'm normally a scientific type person but last night I didn't recognize my mother as in I didn't believe her I was very suspicious and as always carry a knife on me everywhere (around the house, in the shower etc), I was ready to stab her because I thought she was an impostor ready to attack we were watching a documentary on dolphin slaughter in japan and I just 'felt' it was all a set up.

Anyway holy shit can someone just tell me I will be okay, has anyone been through this? I feel like I'm legit going insane and I'm far too sick to go cop some morphine now anyway but I took 60mg codeine and some valium and seroquel but I'm still too scared to leave my room I am fucking paranoid I have barricaded the door and am trying to set up my webcam to record the hallway

how long will this last is this normal?