You ever feel like everything is pointless? /LOUNGE/ Like no matter how hard you try life just has this way of keeping you down? I've been looking for a job for a little while now and it seems as if everyone has a boner for giving me the run around even after the interview.

My life is shitty and boring right now and landing a part time fast food job would really help out but I haven't had any luck whatsoever. I'm 20 and I feel like in 8 years old, living at home with no money, no friends around, no transportation. It's like the universe is giving me every chance to be a NEET but the more I fight against it the more I keep getting shitted on.

I just want to make friends, have money, save up for my another car and my own place, and have some sort of independence before I go back to class in the fall. I honestly feel like I just exist and my life is in a sort of non moving state of anti-success.

life sucks.
sit at computer looking at /lounge/
can't take any more.
become an hero.
any objection is just life's little lies.