I feel like shit /lounge. I feel so detached from everything, i feel like I am just "going through the motions of life" and it feels like nothing is even real anymore. Its hard to even have an attraction to anyone as in like love because I feel so detached and all i do is observe now, it sucks /lounge it really does. I'm a husk now and it sucks. Please tell me I am not alone.

Pay a visit to your doctor and get some antidepressants. Worked for me.

But seriously, take some deep breaths if you're nervous. Breathing with your abdominal muscles and closing your eyes and concentrating on not thinking of anything is pretty much the basis of meditation. It will put you to sleep.

Rastafrianism is a religion, not a trend to perpetuate your douchey habit. And, those unbearable faggots that only ever talk about blunts or dabs or whatever, and have pot leaf tube socks are the worst. Fuck people.