>>1I graduated last year with a degree I feel I will never use to an industry that I feel I don't belong in.
I've done almost nothing with my life up until this point and want more than anything to just not be lonely. I have zero self-respect or self-confidence up to the point where I continuously joke about my own appearance even when no one is around.
I've changed my diet drastically and have been consistent with following it for a month but no noticeable changes have yet occured, which is to say none even though I know it might take longer for a really big realization. I miss her every day even though I won't admit it to myself.
Deep down I believe I will always be a beta male even when I have everything I want at my fingertips, I'll never truly find fulfillment in life, which is the one thing I yearn for more than anything.