I drink at least 1.5 liters of vodka a day. I have a 90k job, a nice car, and flash money at bars and get women for one nights. But im dying. I used to vomit yellow bile every morning and feel so much better. Id drink to prompt myself to vomit. Id sweat excessively, i started losing weight, i cant remember things, i fell asleep at a traffic light 2 days ago. If i stop ill prolly die from dt or be so depressed ill die anyway from suicide. I just steal money from people for ailving. This week i started vomiting blood, my piss is dark as an ipa. My heart races trying to sleep, i sweat all the time. Tell me what to do /lounge/. Im physically fit, wasvin aa for 5 yearsvsoberi in rehab on campral and pysch meds. Nothing works.

I wouldn't call any of that "high functioning".

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You need to want to quit. You don't need to hit bottom, but fuck go to meeting and live the life.

Lost a brother to the drink. Died at 35 from complete liver failure. Fucker was yellow at last Christmas. Not a dumb guy, he was a lawyer, just never got his shit together like you. You might die, you might live, but fuck it's up to you to start.

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learn grammar you fuckin nerd holy shit REKT check my singles.