I honestly have no clue why the fuck I would get a reasonable response on here but I whatever. I'm sure some of you may have a heart.

I'm thinking about just ending it all. Like an hero.
have no gf
almost no social life anymore with school.
few medical issues that are extremely painful and can't really be helped.
huge debt with hospital bill.

literally no desire to do anything with my life except get high on pain meds and smoke until I can't feel anything. That's how I usually live everyday.

I want to die and I'm okay with it. But I know I shouldn't.

Sometimes when I get stressed i tell myself " well, whatever, you can always kill yourself". I never actually seriously considered doing it though.

Good luck, I hope you feel better.

Meth is the answer. Just snort it occasionally, don't smoke it.

>>3
Snorting meth is like shoving glass up your nose. I would know. I have done both.

>>1 why exactly are you here? Even being here makes you a faggot. Don't you know that cancer is contagious?

>>2

well, whatever, you can always kill yourself

Nope. A top-3 scientist recently put forth proof that life never ends: http://www.spiritscienceandmetaphysics.com/scientists-claim-that-quantum-theory-proves-consciousness-moves-to-another-universe-at-death/

>>6
No proof until someone kills themselves and comes back from this other universe with proof.

>>7
Yeah, but what universe do you kill yourself in?

>>1
The idea is that most people who are clinically depressed to the point of contemplating suicide typically have friends and family who love them and Would try to help them if they knew (since it's surprisingly easy to hide depression) and simply don't tell them. Chances are, you have friends or family who would help you if you told them how bad it was. People who can help you find a doctor, find a therapist, even help pay for treatment if you can't hold down a job yourself, etc.

Almost all depression is manageable. In some rare cases there are mitigating circumstances that make the depression too difficult to treat (schizophrenics, for example, who already can't function without their medication can have complications when adding antidepressants to the mix), but in most cases, it can be treated with a combination of therapy and/or medication.

In most cases, people who commit suicide haven't even bothered to try these options. Basically, they're telling their family/friends "yeah, I know you love me and I know you don't want me to die, but telling you I need help is just to scary so I'm gonna kill myself". That's where the selfishness comes in. If you can't even be bothered to ask for help, and would rather just end it than put in the work to get to a point where your existence is Not miserable, then you're just being selfish.