I'm about to turn 20, have no job, live with parents, do household chores to help, frequently get yelled at for not doing anything while in the act of helping around the house, OCD makes me want to kill myself I feel unable to escape feelings of contamination, I have no drivers license and haven't seen any of my friends in months. The only bright spot in my life is the online friendship I recently formed with a girl in Australia who finds me really interesting.

It's not even a problem. Dying alone. You can have the biggest family, closest relationships with people and still end up dying alone. Even the Don in the Godfather dies, alone.

Smoke weed everyday