I keep having dreams where I'm convincing girls to blow me (I'm a virgin) and they're always super down and excited to do it.

The other day I had a really loving (feels) dream I liked with this girl I guess I used to date in a way. Me and her kept hanging out together and around my family. My family was eh about her but supportive (irl they've never seen me with a chick before). Our relationship was weird, it's like we were a couple but we weren't. We stopped talking since we got tired of each others shit and I'm pretty sure she was talking to someone else so I cut her off completely. I haven't had thoughts of sex or her lately so I'm confused to what this might mean or whatever.

Swallow a razor you stupid whore

find a spot with a nice view and begin masturbating

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Oh you got one bingo? Fuck me, and don't hate yourself, you got somewhere by your own merits.
Self described shut ins are merely hipster narcissists, so I'll describe it like this, I don't go outside much. But that's OK if you are on /lounge/. Isn't that why we're here. It's not like your singling me out on /bijou/ for my pain, this is /lounge/.
Plus, I enjoy no human contact.