Sup,

What does /lounge/ think about death?

Always been nihilistisch to the point i had zero fucks to give (never went to funerals) but having been sick for 1 year (abdominal pain's and feeling like shit) and realizing my grand parent, who have been married for 40 years and are the kindest and most perfect people alive, are gonna die any moment now has made me very uncomfortable with the idea of pointlessness and that it will all end one day.

I can't even watch movie's about death anymore because they depress the shit out of me.