I'm about to come back home for a week after half a year working abroad. My girlfriend is very excited to have me back.

Truth is I'm going to break up with her. She's going to be a nervous wreck, because she won't see it coming. She thinks we're the happiest couple ever.

We've been together for 3 years and when we got together I was a desperate 20 year old virgin and when it worked out I was so incredibly happy. But now the love has grown thin and I don't think I want this for the rest of my life. I'm feeling an urge to meet other girls again.

Don't do it man. I cheated on my girlfriend because I thought it wasn't what I wanted. Turns out it was the best relationship i'd ever had.

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This is what I fear. But I also fear that if I don't do it now, I will even become more frustrated.

We can't talk about things I'm interested for instance.

I'm already starting to feel something for another girl, it can't be healthy to just go on with my current relation just because I'm afraid of change.