Guys i could really use someone (or some people) to keep me company on skype, my name is lordcavia

Why not? ;-;

>>1
name 5 things interesting about you

>>3
I cant tell what thing in particular you might find interesting about me, is that enough?

>>1
no skype but how are you doing man

>>4
i can tell you can't hold a conversation just by that answer cya tho

>>6
how about you give me a shot?

>>1
/vip/
If i wasn't running on fumes I'd jerk it with you op

for the first time in a while, im feeling nothing anymore, its cus im drunk i think, but its like my soul is blank, all the worries gone, all the doubts gne, i wanted someone to talk to about it, but nobody wants to talk to me

Cheer up OP. At least you're not in Ferguson. Or homeless/internet-less due to war. Go gamble/to strip club or something.

Did something happen that gave you feels before? Or do you always feel empty when you drink? Sup?

cheer up man, we all go down that path once in a while. if you're feeling miserable drinking isn't the best idea. are you going through a divorce or are you just really lonely and thats why you're grey?

Im loney, if im honest

worst things that ever happened to me were my dog dying and my dad being bland, so most people would consider my position to be a good one

>>14
blind*

>>14
shit could be worse. did your dog die of natural causes or did something happen to it? sorry to hear that. do you have any old friends you haven't been in touch with for a long time, or are you completely alone?

>>13
>>14
Don't have many friends? Is your mom around? My dog died a few years ago. Was sad at first but shortly after he died Iwas fine with the happy memories i has of him. He had a great life anand was loved, which I'm sure is the case with you.

>>16
my dog died of throat cancer, my old friends started slowly fading out of my life, when i went to a different college than them

>>14
also where are you from OP

>>18
yeah i know, but sometimes i feel really down and stuff just seems so much harder / tragic than it really is, which im sure is the case with you too>>19

>>19
im from the netherlands, why?

>>18
Ya that happened to me too. I only talk to one childhood friend still. Made some new ones in college though. That didn't happen for you?

Find a social club you can join. I found a gaming club when I moved back home to pass sometime when I wasn't working.

>>21
Is this all really just stemming from that tragic World Cup loss, OP?!?!

>>22
i quit, college (a prestigous one), to enter a different college, so i didnt make strong enough friendships, im gonna be a teacher (with like 5-6 yr old) that's my thing. where you from?

>>21
just curious, but it sounds like you're just going through a phase. lifes changed for you and you might even be afraid of change. shit always gets better. tough times don't last, tough people do.

>>25
you sound you like you're experienced, did this happen to you, and how did you deal with it? (or did you just go with it?)

>>26
i have gone through some incredible shit in my life. very sick stuff. one month ago i was certain i was going to an hero. as of today life has changed from an all time low to the point where i have never experienced such happiness before. well not happiness, but peace. mostly both.

life works in the most mysterious ways bro, you face the point where you want to leave earth so you know your own weakness. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and you learn from mistakes. never give up on yourself.

>>27
hoq did your mindset turn around

>>28
it works itself out, really. all you need to focus on is yourself. you just need to realise that things are not as bad as they seem. you are not forgotten, you are not worthless, you are not expendable in any way. whatever your thoughts are theres always someone out there that cares about you. ending your own life is never a solution. call your old friends and ask whats up, try meeting up. if your dad is cool with you call him or meet up with him.

if you feel like you've done something wrong start over. forget about all the bitches you've met that fucked with your life or the people that fucked with your sanity. you sound pretty young, you've got your whole life ahead of you.