hi /lounge/, I think I've lost the will to live. Im a 30 year old poorfag drop out. I've only ever kissed a girl and that was in 7th grade and she dumped me a day after. I have literally no friends, my only friend left to go to college a year ago, and then changed completely. I haven't eaten in 32 hours and it doesn't even hurt anymore. I just opened my mouth and drooled all over the table. I don't want to clean it up because it makes me feel less alone. What is the point? My life is disgustingly pathetic and I don't have any hope it will get better. I'm tired of being alone and not getting called back for jobs.

Would money make you happy

>>1
Nigga, you only think you got it bad - Go live it up whilst you got your youth, don't be a bitch now.

you just described my life except I'm 4 years older (and also that part about kissing a girl never happened to me). Imagine that.

>>4
How do you keep going? What makes it worth it to stay alive?
>>2
Maybe, who knows, at least I could buy video games or something. I'm always broke so I only buy food and pay my phone bill, its miserable.

>>1
Get a dog or cat.

>>1
LOLLLLL I actually loled at the "my drool makes me feel less alone " part. Holy you are pathetic haha. Fuck off

>>5
nothing, I've just never killed myself because my family would be devastated and besides I'm 100% sure this predisposition to depression is hereditary as my brother and my father have tried to kill themselves and my mom is often depressed too.

poor you :(
me too, just sitting here at my parents house, doing nothing, waiting to get picked up by this one girl.. and if she doesnt by the end of this month, i have until new years to gtfo. dad says he'll buy me a ticket to go anywhere, just gtfo

BE A FUCKIN HERO

Kill yourself would be the best option!

Dude don't do it I swear my life sucked really bad at one point but I learned after grinning and bearing it that there's literally so much to live for. DON'T BECOME AN HERO, NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER SURRENDER!!!

>>12
shut the fuck up
be a hero OP i dare you faggot

sounds like you got that whole drooling thing going for you. I would keep doing that.

I thought of killing myself for a long time, but I realized it was about the most hipster thing people do. It's just the logical conclusion of seeing your life as some kind of piece of shitty performance art.

Who's arrogant enough to think they deserve a good death? It doesn't give it any deeper meaning. There are no meanings for it to have in the first place. Just live out your miserable life into your mid-fifties until you die of a heart condition you could have prevented by getting more excercise and eating healthy, like a normal human being. Like all the rest of us.

>>1

Ive only ever kissed a girl and that was in 7th grade and she dumped me a day after

first of all there are way worst things than this bullshit, how would you feel if you got with some bitch you ended up not liking and got her pregnant? now your paying for your little phone bill and you are paying for her and the kid as well...so erase that shit from your brain

I have literally no friends, my only friend left to go to college a year ago, and then changed completely.

that is usually the most common thing that happens. that and you also have a fear of being
alone. you need to learn to entertain yourself and feel comfortable with yourself...not beg for friends and companionship, that shit never works out.

Im tired of being alone and not getting called back for jobs

hey...thats how this shitty fucking world works, you got to be pushy and a try hard to get any job at all. you are not getting any job being some unmotivated whiny bitch. get the fuck up, call those jobs you put your applications at and start checking in. if you keep harassing them they are bound to consider you.

>>15
There's a lot of good TV on in the mean time. Seriously, go re-watch The Wire or something.

a hero

newfag detected

Anon, if I ever meet you I would hug you and kiss you.

That said, no matter how low you fall, don't give up, get angry, be mean, do whatever you have to do. GET ANGRY for not having money, Fuck the system.

>>16
>>15
>>17
Thanks guys, it helps. I guess I've just been stuck in this lifeless cycle for awhile and its really bumming me out

>>1
You waiting for them to call you back? Fuck is wrong with you. YOU call them assdoor

>>1 Relationships aren't that big a deal. You realize that pretty quickly after getting into your first. Life isn't like whatever media of your choice tells you; Not everyone has friends. Not everyone needs friends. The root of your problem seems to be that you have absolutely fuckall things that you actually want to do because you've been coddled all your life. You just want those things you haven't experienced because you glorify them. And you're going to be amazingly let down if you ever get them.

If you're not getting callbacks then fucking call them and check. Be pushy. Try new approaches. Get people to look over your resume and coverletters and whatnot. Could be people on the internet. Anyone capable of objectively analyzing them and giving you constructive criticism.

We both know you're too weakwilled to off yourself, and that you actually want to live anyway. You're just fucking sad. Eat something, take a damn walk, and try to think objectively about your situation.

Sounds like you have a mental disorder. I would recommend presenting your symptoms to a psychiatrist rather than placing undue philosophical weight on the content of your problems. He will probably recommend some combination of cognitive-behavioural therapy and medication.

>>20
Yeah, I really feel ya on the unemployment situation. Been there for about four years now myself. Definitely wreaks havoc on my self-esteem.

>>20
hey man i have been stuck in oblivion as well. going to my job, coming home playing vidya. lost all motivation to work out and i have a rocking body. i just assume its the weather change but i could be bullshitting. got money saved up but it doesnt make me happy cause i dont see the point or what its really for other than paying for stupid shit like a house payment car, phone bill, insurance and all this other bullshit that most humans can live without. this whole entire system we live in and our human progaming mixed with it is starting to go out of whack. there is no happiness in this world so you gotta use your imagination some how. that and i lack the constitution of suicide

>>1
So, you need to brush up on your skills of finding a job, and apparently your social skills.

Instead of pouting about about how your life sucks, what you need to do is ask yourself why it is and how you can fix it. And yes, everybody changes. that's a fact of life. The ones I worry about the most, are people who don't change, because change is a sign of growth and maturity.

>>1
У меня все тоже хреново, нет ни образования, ни девушки, в свои 20 я девственник, ты хотя бы живешь на Западе, а я в России.

>>1
are you an autist OP? Why so much drool?

I'm pretty much the same as OP. I'm living at the my parents and I'm just about to graduate, after that, I have to find a place to live (by myself) and a job.. and I can already foresee the deep depression that will gloom over me for the next 10 years.

>>27
Мне 24, но примерно та же хуйня, хоть образование и есть.

>>29
I mean, that may sound okay to everybody. "oooohhh but at least you have a degree and will get a nice job" not really.. I am a very sad and angry person, I've strayed away from all my friends because I WANTED to be alone, I'm starting to regret that decision.

OP is a betafag.

>>1
Are you a man or a bitch? Are you gonna keep sucking society's dick or are you gonna cut it off? You'll never get to the top acting like this. Also, businesses don't actually call you back, they want to know if you've got the balls to walk back in there and tell them when you're ready to work. The only thing pathetic about your life is the way you treat it. Be a man. Go get that fucking job.