What is the meaning of life? We live, we fuck bitches and then we die. Why is it so meaningless? All this crap, religion, karma, science and shit, what for? We're all gonna die. It's the circle of life - mandala.

I believe that there's much more to reality/existence than the physical world, that the entire physical universe is a relatively small bubble within the range of possibilities than can exist. I have my own personal experiences & reasons for believing this.

By repeating the year I mean that we force ourselves to come to this limited place (in the sense that we have little control over our reality & existence), with the goal of learning what it is to give and receive unconditional love... it's like going to school, we submit ourselves to a system and expose ourselves to it in order to learn & experience.

We do this for as many lifetimes as is necessary for us to learn all aspects of love... if we mess up a lifetime (e.g. getting obsessed with shit that doesn't matter, consumerism, materialism, self-obsession), then you'll have to do another lifetime, repeat the year.

Think of it this way Op, it took a really long time for the universe, stars, planets EVERYTHING to be created, you know the big bang theory shit like that.

Now think of how much longer it was before you or I were made, before we were born then became conscious of the world around us and then began to ask the very question of why, why am I here, why this or why that.

The world we know has been going on long before us and it will keep going long after us, it's inevitable, we will all live our lives, grow old, and die, our consciousness is just a few synapses in our brain that let us think and has let us learn of the world we live on and even beyond it.

It's saddening to know that no we don't have a specific purpose in this growing universe and at some point the earth will die along with us, how I don't know.

Even if it doesn't feel like it we are just another species that is continuing on with the life cycle, though yes we are very advanced species we still have one goal, to continue, to thrive to live, to ask why, to learn about the things around us and then some.