I am really attracted to my best friend and I think I have depression.

I told him yesterday that I think I have depression and he said he didn't think there was such thing and that it's a personality thing or a 'phase'. On the topic of 'mental illnesses' he also told me that he thought that being gay meant you are 'broken' and that if I told him I was gay (he doesn't know how I feel) he would hang up on me straight away and wouldn't know what to do.

I'm not gay, and there isn't any other male I find attractive but him.

I don't know how to act in this situation. I don't really talk to anyone else other than him outside of school (I am 18 he is 17), so I suppose you could say he's my only friend, and I now know that I'm not going to get any support from him to help me with depression if it turns out that I do have it, and if I tell him how I feel about him it will destroy our friendship.

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That's a common faggot misconception, just remember you better sniff a shit, Then go fuck your boy and smell his anus. That smells like anus, not like shit, remember that's all you will ever get anus shit on your dick.