Has anyone here ever committed suicide? what was it like? did you regret it afterwards?

When serving in the British Expeditionary Force I became disillusioned and jaded I spent most of my free time wandering from country to country indulging in a hedonistic lifestyle.

Some years later I found myself in British India, where I happened upon an Lament Configuration, after partaking with some indigenous drugs in one of my many visits to the opium dens of North-Western Provinces and Oudh I opened the Lament Configuration where upon I accidentally committed suicide, after many years of pain, I still suffer from headaches.

I only come to this site when I feel deranged and suicidal actually.