Please kill yourself!

Why didn't you kill yourself?

>>3
I knew there was no way out of this situation, So i thought. I always thought there was always a negative thing towards reality.
My boyfriend broke up with me. I was homeless, I lost my job at K-mart.
My mom was a bitch.

>>2
No.

>>1
See a doctor you might get some free electroshock therapy.

I tried to kill myself, i jump in front of a car, it only broke my leg and my wallet.

>>6
Ah.
My advice see a doctor.
See what you're mental illness is.
Dont let the negative thoughts affect you, just do it. It will help you. I know it might seem hard to go out because of anxiety but think about how it make you happy. You wanna be happy right?

I am in my late 20's. I'm physically disabled, not entirely but enough that I can't really get out and do much. If I could invite people over and feed them and get them drunk just to have people pretend to care, I'd do it. But the last time I tried even that was June and nobody showed up.

And when I confessed that I was preparing to die, that I'd already taken the steps, they just went about their life knowing full well that I'd just lay here untouched, dead, until someone found me on accident. How does someone just go about their life knowing this?

>>1
can give a fuck less about anyone and everyones opinion, tbh i feel they're all idiots. I like hurting people and watching the way the react. Half the time i dont even realize it. I also can never find myself to actually care about someone or anything in general. But i do catch myself pretending i do. And i enjoy control, i thrive off it. Nothing really bothers me at all either, nothing graphic or heartbreaking gives me any feels. I also dont ever feel any remorse for anything i do to others. Like when i date i find myself thriving control of their life and hurting them for fun, making them feel guilty for anything i can think of. Mostly i just dont think of anything for shit that usually ruins peoples lives.

My father killed himself in front if me and his mother when i was a baby, and i grew up the rest of my life moving place to place and living with people i didnt even know. Now i cant even find myself to care about anyone. Recently my cousin that i grew up with my whole life, a brother in most peoples eyes, overdosed and died at my house, he took 12 80mg oxies and 5 or 6 blues. Found him on my floor when i woke up and everyone else that was home broke down crying. I ddnt know how to act so i just stood and watched. Doesnt bother me. Dont know why. Never will.

everyone hate you, get a life sfbe.

>>7
When will the aids and ass cancer you got from taking it up the ass all those years kill you? No will miss you and no one loves you. Why do you enjoy being a complete and total waste of this space. A smarter and more useful person than you could be using that box you live in or the computer at the library you're doing this off of or the free handouts you receive from the government because your debilitating mental deficiency. You're a burden to everyone so kill yourself.

implying OP is no troll

Grow up faggots, this thread is just some underage faggot raging at his mom for not letting him play CoD

>>1
Don't focus on something you don't have, focus on yourself in all aspects. Social skills and women come along after you've given yourself the whipping you need to get over your bad mental state man. Help me help you.