the antidepressants don't work, I feel like im always the problem, I want to die but I don't really want to kill myself, I want to die a hero, but I never leave the house, I want to talk but what if they don't like me, I want the company of people with their wits about them, but it's so hard to find

I want to trip balls and fade away into nothingness to the deepest pits of hell

I'd love to believe im uniqe, but everyone is the same, slowly dying, never thinking

and yet, the only thing I have to look forward to is the last hobbit movie, there's not long now.