lounge, Leeds based newfag looking to an hero.

29, its been a shit life. 8 year relationship ended thus year, lost my job, have literally £1.80 left, no social life, rents due Tuesday, just don't want to carry on.

Serious depression issues most of my life. Tried to an hero last week (exit bag and sleeping pills), ended up in hospital - was given an ECG and it turns out I have a heart problem too. So, fuck it.

Suggestions? I tried exit bag + helium tank in June. Tank didn't fucking work. Can't afford another.

Never done hard drugs but a heroin overdose sounds like a peaceful way to go should anyone have some lying around that they don't need. Lol.

Well, any serious suggestions welcome. I don't want to jump in front of a train if I can help it. Don't want to fuck other people up.