Where can I find a anesthesiologist that would temporary paralyze the lower part of my body without medical need?

I suffer from BIID (Body Identity Integrity Disorder), and one of my deepest fantasies is to be paralyzed and used as sex-toy by others while being in that state.

But not only am I heavily interested in the sexual part of being paralyzed, but I'd really love to live and experience the feel of being paralyzed amongst normal people, say while using public transport or visiting a café.

Has anyone here experience with BIID or does know a community-forum where I could get more information about this and how to realize it?

Asexual people, explain yourself.

Buy some cheap ass glowsticks, go to your shower, cut the ends off and spray the juice inside everywhere, you'll be in fucking space, it's a tradition for my girlfriend and I when we both trip together. We've done it across our whole lounge room and bathroom before as well for extra awesomeness, but a lot of the glowsticks will have little fragments of glass in them, so shower is easiest to clean up the glass and the liquid.

Have tripping, friend.