i cant find a girlfriend, im 20, what should i do instead? i dont enjoy doing things, i dont really need anything in life...should i make my purpose in life of being better than everyone else?therefore paradox asi dont have a girlfiend because it's too hard, girls just stop talking to me and if i try to initiate contact i look needy and desperate

inb4 kill yourself

Mope around for a little bit. It's natural and you need to process these emotions. You'll get to a point where you won't want to be in a funk any longer. Get your shit together and start dieting and exercising, even if it's going for an hour walk. Take up a new hobby like learning to paint or play piano. Soon she'll become an old memory, and you will feels no more. Your ego and confidence will return, and you will become noticed by girls, or your ex will notice the change and may want to try it again with you. Up to you, but for now just it go. Her ego wants you to come after her, but if you just give her space she'll wonder about you. If you chase her she'll know she's got you by the balls.

How do you guys meet older women to fuck? (Not like ancient motherfuckers, but late 20-30ish?) I dont want to go up to random women in public because I have seen too many people get sued for sexual hair-ass-cement otherwise I'd just do that. How do I know if they are down for some Domino Dicking?