I've been smoking pot from the age of 14 and taking mdma from the age of 17.
I've been to lots parties, goa, french, acid,etc being totally wasted.

One night when I took way too much mdma, combined with pot, and alcohol. I had to go rest in first aid and went home the day afterwards (3day festival).
I felt horrible for 4 days straight, thinking my heart would faint and shit..
1 Week later: completely feeling better, thinking it's over and going to smoke a spliff with a buddy to forget all of the things I've been through, take 2 hits and start feeling really bad -> end up with severe panic attack in hospital because my friends think I'm having a heart attack.

During the months after this I've felt really bad, had several (less severe) similar attacks and got "diagnosed" with chronical hyperventilation (continues hyperventilating ). Doctor claims it's in my nature and sooner or later it would "come out" anyway. (Did tests for my health like my heart for example and everything is fine)
Started to know how to handle the hyperventilation and got the "suvvering" from it to a minimum.
More than a year after the incident I tried smoking one more time, felt really good at first but when we got home this similar "attack" came back ( very small compared to the one i got a year before).

This is several months ago.. Does /lounge/ recognise this in any way ? Will I ever be able to smoke a joint again? Or am I just better off to let it go..

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