Baw thread here.

And my story. maybe someone cares. i do not, welp. Just let me call her Veronika. Its not her real name but the name i gave her as i forgot hers on one of our first dates...

She meant the world for me. he was cute. She brought me into BDSM and i loved to be her Sir.
But then she started to change, get depressed, egoistic, narcisstic etc.

I miss the girl she was but i want to never meet the new her again.

The last year of this relationship was a nightmare. She broke up as i said that i am willing to help her but that i cant repair her or something on my own and without her admitting to something.

She did not speak to my parents nor my friends. All that mattered to her was me. Not any of the stuff i was interested in or something which was part of my life, jsut me.

I am glad that its over but still it hurts as fuck.

Three years relationship and we never phoned.

After the breakup she called me an hour before an important test and just breathed on my mailbox. This let me drop in such a fucking emotional breakdown i failed it -,-

Fuck it. i know that i find another one which is better for me and maybe even starts to be interested in me and my life as a whole.

A woman who supports me when i am down instead of being angry when i am really worried about something (e.g. my best friends mom dying). I understand that it is diffcult for a girl when the man she loves and who is knwon as a leader and a rational and overall cool guy suddenly get a little down but...she was overreacting i guess...

Why do i tell you this?

Because this girl was the first person in years who triggered any emotions in me. I was cold as stone before and i feel like the last emotions leaving me again right as i type.

But to be honest: I loved to have my emotions back.
And to be honest again: I wish ntohing miore than a new relationship.
Instead i drown my evening in some bitches pussies ...

Feels good to write it down. Thanks a lot /Vip/pers.

I'm having problems

OP's true faggotry revealed in a single post.

meh.