So your walking down the street and you see a box upon box stack on top of each other, nobody is around do you open the box and take whatever is inside of it?

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I need to get this off my chest before it drives me insane. My little adventure last night gave me a chance to think about a lot of things. I realized that no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to explain myself, no one will understand. After all of the people that say they're my friends just to use me for their personal gain, after all of the lies, cheating and deceit, I've come to the conclusion that love just isn't for me. I am incapable of understanding why people stand being around people that are just going to hurt themselves or someone else to get what they want. I don't believe that unconditional love exists, and I'll be damned if I ever love someone like that.

The reason I dumped you is because I knew I wasn't a satisfactory man, I knew I could do better and yes, I know that you cheated on me. So fuck you, fuck you and your sisters, I couldn't care less of what they think of me because I am at peace with myself and my decision, now stop trying to worm your way back into my life.

Micheal, thank you. You're really the best friend a guy could have. I want to thank you for doing you're best in trying to make me feel like I belong here but I just don't. I'm skinny, black, antisocial and, cynical and these qualities don't add up in the environment that I'm in currently.

I'm sorry that I have to leave on such short notice but this is the only thing I can think to do at this point without hurting myself and everyone around me. I won't be in class for the rest of the semester and I'll be transferring to a University closer to home. Thanks for everything, good times and bad. I will never forget all of you.