How would one reduce a mushroom or several mushrooms into something that looks...well less like a mushroom without getting rid of the toxins.
i'm not talking soups or anything obvious
i'm talking powder or liquids
i'm know very little about reproducing mushrooms other then making a stue or soups.
i'm pretty sure it's not even possible to make it in to something other than a gooey mess.

Alpha-Amanitin

Are you fucking serious?
You do realize that you can buy it because it has scientific merit in the study of genetic disease and cancer, right?
However, based on your spelling of STEW as "stue" I think you are retarded and wouldn't have the discipline necessary for the mycology or biochemistry necessary for what you want. If you had a legitimate need for Alpha-Amanitin to either study it or were seeking a lower cost alternative then you would be asking your biochem bros to help you out. No, you are a stupid child who thinks it would be cool to poison someone.

What you are asking is like going into a gun store and saying "Hey, I need the best bullets for killing someone as slowly and painfully as possible. can you show me how to make a mercury tapped bullet cuz I need it for reasons".

GO AWAY!

i have hypomania and i'm currently on lamotrigine. i just stopped abilify today and my last dose was last night. the question here is, is it okay for me to smoke a joint? cause i really need to shut off this anxiety caused by abilify. but thing is, abilify has a half life of 4 days so i'd wanna know if mixing marijuana and abilify would fuck shit up or would it not

tl:dr : i've hypomania and i want to smoke weed basically and how would weed react with just quitting abilify last night

Ever since I did mushrooms I feel like everything around me is an illusion created by my own subconscious to protect me from the fact that nothing is real and I'm alone. Everything myself and others do to try to convince myself otherwise has been unsuccessful.

It seems like everything in my life is either a trail of breadcrumbs leading to the horrible truth of non-existence or a distraction created by my own mind.

the sterilization risks is what bugs me.

once i have the cake i should be fine and i'll know what to do from then but it's just getting to that point.

So when my spores arrive, i'm going to make my glove box, i have to wash it with alcohol, then spray it with oust. Scrape the spores into a shot glass then suck them up with a syringe. I kinda get that.

But the shroomery is telling me to make a liquid culture and i think that will just complicate the process especially as i don't want to make a lot, just a bit for me and my friends for now and i'll sell later in the year

how long will spores last suspended in a solution in a syringe?

without the liquid culture, i have to make a vermiculite and brown rice mix and put that into a jar and then pressure cook it for an hour. then syringe my spores into that then i'm play the waiting game. once the glasses are white i dunk them, roll them with vermiculite and watch the shrooms grow.

I think i'm just scared to fuck up because if i don't do anything right then i'll have to wait for more spores to arrive in the mail

I used to take shrooms before class in hs, shit was cash.
Or when my dad gave me a lecture on how to live better, I'd pop some pills 5 min later.

Thinking back I don't even understand how I did all of that without caring.