I never could decide what to do with my life throughout High School.

I've been fucking around in college for about two years and I still feel like I haven't made any progress. My mother told me to go to college or get out so I went in as a computer science major, hated it. Changed major and now I hate it too.

What the fuck am I supposed to do with my life /comp/? I'm starting to feel desperate, mainly think of suicide or joining the military.

i just want to play fucking video games