Escapism only works when you're dumb enough to not realise how fucked up you've made your life.

Unless you're successful, then you just go on holiday for the weekend and play some golf. I'm down to a +8 handicap which is pretty good for someone who barely tries.

Call of Duty is shit regardless though.

I started to feel that way a few months ago, since then I've been unsuccessfully trying to find a useful hobbie. I've stumbled upon things such as balisong flipping and kendo. None of those were my thing. I'm now thinking on giving up and play videogames with autist gaymer flatmates.