Alright /games/ I am a fucking failure of a human being.

I went to college, hated it dropped out.
Worked in a factory for 2 years, hated it.
Quit went back to college. Been here for a month and a half and so far I am way to stupid to have a chance at passing the course.

I have 0 willpower. I want to stop jerking it to shemale porn but every time I get horny I just say fuck it and watch it.

I want to start working out, but I convince myself not to go.

I want to do my assignments but when I read them I don't understand them and then I just play video games.

I fucking hate myself.

>>1
I used to just sit around and play video games until recently when i started working out. My depression is getting better and i feel mentally and physically energized. Like i can handle much more.

And besides, it's not like it's terrible. You could be living in a house made of horse-shit in africa.

Start working out, get motivated somehow or just force yourself to. Running is a good way to strengthen your heart and stamina/condition.

>>2
I worked out for 8 months in 2013,
didn't help with my depression and I mostly did it because I lived by myself and my friend always fed me before we worked out. Which I was only eating about twice a day if I was lucky back then.

still I don't think just working out will help with my stupidity. I'm 20,000$ in student loan debt and I have 0 education to show from it.

You were close, really close.