That feeling when you beat an open world RPG, like fallout as an example. Completely beat it. But you continue to play for little bit, and start to get this feeling of overwhelming desolation, loneliness, and empty ness.

I feel like that everyday about real life, I can't see a point in it all, if there's no purpose why live? There's nothing new under the sun, I'm not going to make an impact no matter how hard I try, free will is an illusion etc etc etc

Am I doomed to be a slave for money and material goods while my life is devoid of any actual material? I can't bring myself to get a job and start this meaningless never ending cycle.

Ever since I left highschool, I've been just refusing to live life. I'm a few days from my 21st birthday and Ive barely come out of my room, my health is declining and I don't see myself getting better.

Please tell me /games/ how do you go on, knowing its all meaningless? Being basically forced to spend the majority of your life collecting pieces paper?

How do you find meaning in life? How do you ignore all the arrogance, ineffiency, and stupidity or most people? How do you swallow your dignity and pride and deliver pizzas for eight bucks an hour? How /games/?

When I was 10 I was running over people with tanks in command and conquer, and just a few short years later jerking off to hardcore anal sex pornography on the internet. I would wager that I went "harder in the paint" when I was in middle school than I do as a literal adult.